Salam lovers and loners :)
Hehe. I am a lil giddy at the moment. I’m thinking about that person that i like so much. Its hard to love someone, To be in love with someone when you know that your love for that someone will never ever become something that you imagine it will be. Its sad to know that he or she will never love you the way you love him or her. Its sad to realise that both of you will only be friends and not more than that. The fact that he or she will never see you as someone that is special. Its difficult to swallow the idea that no matter how expressive you are of your feelings towards that person, the most you will get back is a smile and not more than that. Its sad really..Especially when you walk around malls or even in your campus. To look at cute and loving couples expressing their affection for each other. To see how much love they have for one another. That nothing will tear them apart and that their union is brought upon them by fate and destiny.
I happen to be in a situation where by i am more than sure that my love is just a one man’s show. I know that my love for that person will not get the joyful respond that i want and long for. I accept the reality that I and that person will never be together. That we are simply not meant for one another no matter how hard i try to deny it. No matter how tough a truth it is. Truth be told, for now i have accepted that reality. I am just a fool if i were to stick to the notion that maybe, just maybe that person will start noticing how careful and gentle i am towards him or her. I am a prick to think that maybe one day that person will realise how much i would give to get the same amount of love that i give to that person. If only you are reading this and know who you are, God, i’d give anything for you!
Yes i consider myself a hopeless romantic. Because somehow i fall for those who are just not meant for me. Or maybe i was just not meant to be loved. ;(
And to you who think that this posting is way too pathetic and girlish, you are right.
God, what’s wrong with me?
Salam Eidul Adha Everyone:)