When you love someone

Salam lovers and loners :)

Hehe. I am a lil giddy at the moment. I’m thinking about that person that i like so much. Its hard to love someone, To be in love with someone when you know that your love for that someone will never ever become something that you imagine it will be.  Its sad to know that he or she will never love you the way you love him or her. Its sad to realise that both of you will only be friends and not more than that. The fact that he or she will never see you as someone that is special. Its difficult to swallow the idea that no matter how expressive you are of your feelings towards that person, the most you will get back is a smile and not more than that. Its sad really..Especially when you walk around malls or even in your campus. To look at cute and loving couples expressing their affection for each other.  To see how much love they have for one another. That nothing will tear them apart and that their union is brought upon them by fate and destiny.

I happen to be in a situation where by i am more than sure that my love is just a one man’s show. I know that my love for that person will not get the joyful respond that i want and long for. I accept the reality that I and that person will never be together. That we are simply not meant for one another no matter how hard i try to deny it. No matter how tough a truth it is. Truth be told, for now i have accepted that reality. I am just a fool if i were to stick to the notion that maybe, just maybe that person will start noticing how careful and gentle i am towards him or her.  I am a prick to think that maybe one day that person will realise how much i would give to get the same amount of love that i give to that person. If only you are reading this and know who you are, God, i’d give anything for you!

Yes i consider myself a hopeless romantic. Because somehow i fall for those who are just not meant for me. Or maybe i was just not meant to be loved. ;(

And to you who think that this posting is way too pathetic and girlish, you are right.

God, what’s wrong with me?

Salam Eidul Adha Everyone:)

the story of Palestine

salam everyone:) 

i think the topic speaks for itself. i have a soft spot in my heart when it comes to Palestine and the sufferings the innocent people there have endured ever since israel came into existence. how can you not be sad and gulity. how can you not feel ashame of yourself for not doing anything to help these people. this posting seeks not to put blame on anyone nor am i here to curse at those guilty zionist jews for what they have done and continue on doing in the land of the Palestinians without any remorse, regret, nor guilt.

I am sad not because i am a muslim. i am sad not because the very men, women and children of Palestine worship the same God as me. i am depress with what is happening not because my religion or my muslim brothers and sisters told me to do so. no. i am greatly pissed with what is happening in Palestine because i am above all, a human being. i continue on reading and watching news on tv and in the papers about the pain and misery of palestine and yet i am not able to do anything to really help them. 

there was this one time when i posted a link on my facebook page, calling for an end to the jewish occupation of Gaza and the Palestinian territory earlier this year when the zionist regime launched a brutal and inhumane attack on Palestinian soil and people. i called for the immediate removal of israel from the face of earth, that israel does not have any right to occupy lands belonging to sovereign Palestine and that israel is non-existent; never did it exist before the world wars nor does it have the authority to declare a country of its own after both world war I and II.

my former schoolmate who is a nonmuslim came to the defence of israel, defending all that she could about the brutalities and necessary actions that had to be taken on israel's part for purposes of defense and security. she even went to the extent of calling me a blatant racist by saying that israel should be wiped off of the face of earth. that the only reason why i am attached to palestine is because of my faith. fortunately, Allah swt gave me the strength and will to tell her what is right and what is wrong. to differenciate and tell to her to get her facts straight. unfortunately she stuck to what she believes to be true and that i am still a racist for being an anti-semitic.

call me anti-semitic, anti-jew, jewish hater, anti-zionist, or whatever name there is to call me. for all i care, israel does not own any right to kill nor exist on Palestinian land let alone justify its attacks on innocent Palestinians on the grounds of defense and security.

every single one of us who truly care about the conflict (or any other conflict) should really get their facts right before trying to be on either side. it is important for us to get the necessary information about what in fact occured and is occurring. indeed it is imperative for us to be able to distinguish between right and wrong; between what is acceptable and what is not. i can tell you now the very fact that israel have been occupying Palestine since the year 1967. yes, it has been approximately 42 years ever since the Palestinians knew what is peace, rights and freedom. 42 long years since the Palestinians enjoyed a civilize and refine environment.

i know my facts and you should too and for that i am truly honored to be writing about my Palestine. 

Further your information on the israel-Palestinian conflict here :

1. Prayers for Palestine.
2. If Americans knew.
3. Palestine : A brief history.
4. All about Palestine.

hello fellows:)

yes, this I am.

greetings from the land of the pandas; where we pandas rule and conquer. my name is panda. so call me panda and panda only. thank you. or you can call me Sir. which is more polite. thank you. i am here on a mission. a mission whereby my goal is to shed some pandemonium light into the silent voices of my heart:). like all of the millions or so blogs existing in the world wide web, mine shares a common interest of the many; that this is where i voice my opinions:) and the many rainbow-y happenings which occurs in my years of living. i should warn you from here on out that my interest above all is politics. yes, i am up for the fight of the soundless echoes of rights and liberties, privileges and freedom of our Malaysian nation and her people. so if you're not interested, don't yap and yap all your merry way. there is no need for that, thank you. just L+E+A+V+E, PLEASE. anyways, i hope everyone is doing great. i guess this is just it about me, for now. take care and see ya in my next posting. 

salam ukhuwah:)